亲爱的Yang Yong Yee, Jessy,如果你看到这个post,那这是我内心所想对你一个人说的话。
2年了，我们彼此之间的感情变得好冷漠，就连打个招呼的一声都没勇气。
我似乎还满怀念和你单独在一起的时间。你是否也有着相同的感觉吗？
就是什么都可以很直接的说，没应瞒着任何秘密的非常要好的朋友。
就连放学后即使在晚，我们都会等彼此做完学业有关的事，才开始闲聊。

跟你在一起的那段日子，我开始相信我的生命里的确真的还有属于我去珍惜的好友。
自从我们失去了联络后，我就回复到了一个人从前过的生活。
那段日子我都很少和任何人联络，甚至连发简讯的次数都大量的降低了。
一个人的生活真的好寂寞哦 :(

经常我会问问自己是否我做出的这一步＂告白＂是正确的吗？
或许，如果我早已知道你对我的感觉并没像我所认为的，也许我们之间也不会变得那么冷淡吧？
幸福就好像渐渐的从我手中给流失了。
我还满怀念拥有你的陪伴。
毕竟爱情是不能够勉强的。
就算勉强了，也不会有幸福的。

昨晚也是在两年里，开始向你简单的问好了。
我非常的开心，也为你感到高兴，因为你过得还满幸福。
爱一个人，就是希望对方能够幸福，快乐。
Swiss Graduation Night 2011, 也是你组动...
我很肯定如果你没提出那个要求，我想这会是我最大的遗憾。
在昨晚的11.11,我许了这个愿望。你会帮我完成它吗？
最后，我博客上的标题一直都是只为你一个人而写的：
＂谢谢那段美好的回忆，因为我遇见了你。＂
有一句话到如今，我还是想对你一个人说，
我还是深爱着你。

-Kiroshi.O

recently stop bloggin, becoz of the many tings tht occupied mi n the lost interest for it.
its the holiday right now, been out for part time jobs to earn sum money.
n of coz, of the numbers of hours i did standin for.
my colleagues n friens whom i get to noe dem better.
featuring Eddy, which reali left mi a strong impression.
all the jokes tht we laugh together, his laughter is seriously funni to the max, tht make mi laugh until i shed tears. (:

Spent n borrow quite alot of money first from mum n abit from brother as i haven recieve my pay yet, to buy my desire items.
Bought iPod Classic, CapulseClassic Case, Apple Universal Dock, iPad Cases.
iPad cases was seriously a regret, s i was in a too rush situation to buy it.
in the end, wasted money on it.
still remember i was caught in a period of time wen i was so madness in luv wif iPad tht i wanted to own it before taiwan trip.
but mum told mi u hav to use ur own money. feelin tht it is not practical n of the price,
i gave up n had iPod Classic instead.
was in a iPod fever now, tht everyday i spam download movies to feed into my Classic (:

Caught up wif S.H.E fc members n welcum Hebe to sg for the SG Hits award. regreted for not having enough money to go for it! the crowd dere is seriously damm high to the max!
the following day, which i wanted to sent Hebe off, fell terribly sick.
was sick for 2 weeks. totally lyk a sick zombie, was suffering n cost dad to spent so much money n time to NUH hospital. wuldn wan to suffer tis again!

i was back wif gd terms wif parents, n able to communicate well tis days.
feeling was gd yea.. Mum is so gd to mi, tht she sacrifires her time out wif mi to jus pruchase my iPod stuff. super happi to the max n appreciated.
currently got addicted to shopping ipod stuff, tht i mus seriously control my temptation.

cant believe tht i jus cant stop my desire.
after i bought each gadget n items,
the next ting will sure fly into my mind n tempt mi.
damm ass siah. i mus reali control.
even now the desire for X-Mini Portable speaker is floddin my mind!
tryin to control not to buy at the least ><
tis feeling sux... ):

Fahrenheit is finally comin to sg lyk 1 year plus has past alrdy
gonna meet up wif bestie n hiong queue for deir autograph since i bought 3 of it alrdy.
excited about it.
s for Jamboree, i gave up goin, becoz i was afraid i wuld fall sick for taiwan trip.
n cancel my attendance for Hebe concert in jan, becoz the money spent is too exp.
counting down to Taiwan Holiday trip which is on next thurs. super excited about it!

Awaiting for next year jan de 1st two weeks i becoz of,
Dnt O-Lvl Results, Scholarship Money, iPhone 4!
awesome(:

is feelin damm fk up.
becoz i feel tht tis is the place where i can jus spam my thoughts on ani, rather den seek for sumone to share wif.
damm.

so i hav been quarrling wif my parents, about an issue.
issue on idol concerts.
o tht a wonderful topic to tok to.
n we r tokin about money for the tickets.

i feel tht shuldn parents be more supportive of tis abit?
been tellin dem wanna go concert if dere ani by my favourite star.
but fuck the hell of dem tht dey banned mi from goin.
i feel tht i nvr even ask for deir money for the ticket,
n infact is i use my own saving plus work money to spent on this.
but dey told mi waste of time n unnecessary to spent on tis.

all i wanted was to use tose money i had to spent on tings tht interest mi,
altough i noe it doesnt interest u,
how culd u jus destroy tings tht i lyk. reali fk up.
i thought tht it was rite, tht if we save up our money n usin our hard earn work money to spend on tings tht we lyk, i feel tht it is not n offence at all.
y still we r being controlled lyk fk?

damm, was tellin dem tht, it now seems lyk i m askin u for money to spent on tis.
i reali find it unreasonable to the max.
parents de ans to my qns was tht dey scared i m too into/addicted to it den next time will demand more, grow up hav family liao, den bo money spent.

i find it ridiculuos altough it make abit of sense, but will it always be lyk the way u say tings were?
wad if i m able to get a gd job?
i alrdy promise i noe how to do tings, to judge the line between studies n tings tht i lyk.
reali fk up about it,.
jus tink thru, maybe for u s readers.
what is ur tinkin be lyk?
takin the same situation tht your parents banned you to spend usin ur own money on tings tht u lyk?
haissh.

totally cant communicate, i feel tht concert tis ting also not everytime hav mah>?
not lyk everey year also ah.
den i reali gave in n request tht i will onli attend 2 concert by 2 special group.
others i dun attend.
den parents was lyk sayin, so wad if the 2 groups both come?
i told dem tht, if is after exam, its alrite. i will still go both.
den dey damm unhappy.
fk up. reali gave in, culdn be more supportive n open up to my thinkin?
reali cant communciate. reali feel lyk punchin sum1 in the face. damm..

i m not wrong to tink tis way too?